Today,I woke up early in the morning to meet my Baby!I found out that the first movie was @ 10.40am.I went to Baby's house.On my way,I went to Toa Payoh to buy Subway.I guess because it was morning,the person was rather blur.Instead of green pepper,he put cucumber.Haha.There was only Italian and Honey Oat for bread as it was early in the morning.The lady in front of me said she want all vegetables.After which when the staff wanted to put pickles,then she said no pickles.It is such an irony.All vegetables without pickles?Haha.I took bus 139 to Baby's house.Baby was reading the newspaper when I reached.We ate our breakfast then he went to sleep for awhile as it was still early.We went out at about 10.10am.We arrived at Shaw Plaza and he went to buy the movie tickets while I go to the toilet.We finally watched the Game Plan.It has been quite some time ever since we go catch a movie as we are both busy.The movie quite nice.It is about love between a father and daughter,quite touching.For more information,go catch the Game Plan!We went back to his house,he ate his lunch and went for soccer.I am so happy to be able to meet him,hug him and kiss him! Now,I am at his house updating this blog.Tomorrow is Deepavali,so I guess I going to his grandmother's house later.I wonder what will happen there.It is my second time going to his grand mother house.I shall update more about it tomorrow.Ciao~take care everybody! Love HIM!<3>

7:50 AM
Today actually wanted to meet baby but then because Brandon today dismiss early end up gyming at 2pm so cannot meet.I miss him so much.Luckily tomorrow we will be meeting.I am so happy. I really look forward meeting him.I want to kiss him, hug him.Today nothing much just went for choir practice came back sleep eat and watch tv.Coincidently,me Sharifa Rebecca and Samual ,four of us were late for choir and we were on the same bus.I dont know why I will be late.I went out at the usual time by right I should reach there early by 15 minutes.I think it could be due to traffic jam because it was raining.After so long of not singing,all of us a little rusty.Our christmas songs is like very dead.We need more life man.We must be more enthusiastic.I dont know why but more often then not, our choir lack of that enthusiasm,that is why we are the EMO choir.Haha.These few days because of the slimming tea,I keep going toilet,hopefully it works.Baby's computer still got virus.I just now have nothing better to do so I decided to CAMWHORE!LOL.
Here are the pictures:


Oh my goodness!I look so fat.I really got to lose weight.Hais.I have been fat since young.I must jia you!!!!!!!Haha Ciao~Love HIM <3
*_jessmiex

3:52 PM
Finally the day has come.I woke up early in the morning just to bring all the things to the children's home.After that I went to hougang mall to eat,I walked here and there.There was still so much time left.I met Yun Xing and Celine at hougang interchange.The rest did not tell me that they were meeting Cailing.But luckily,I asked,if not we could have been waiting there for nothing.When three of us got there,we could not find Nancy,but luckily,we found her before the rest came.We went to unpack our things at the hall.The rest came soon after.It was so hard to organise,I had to juggle between the children and my classmates.It is like no one listens to me.Initially,I wanted them one group to do jewellery making and I asked them to split into two groups.However none of them want to teach the children to do jewellery.Actually,it is not as difficult as they thought.I wanted to teach them initially but no one want to listen to me.The children are naughty.Once they come,they just took the materials and do their own things.Everyone was doing their own things,it was difficult for me to teach them the techniques to make the ice cream stick photoframe.Both parties did not want to cooperate with me.I was in a dilemma.Sometimes I feel so helpless,I dont want people to dont like me because of things like pw or CIP,but I have to do something to make the thing go according to plan.I know that some people in my class are unhappy with me,but I seriously dont know why.Why cant everyone just befriend each other and just enjoy being in the same class instead of hanging out in cliques and saying bad things behind people's back.I know if anyone in my class see this,they are going to say something again.But honestly,why cant everyone just accept everyone as what they are.Luckily,everything still went quite ok.Aunty Mabel,one of the person in charge,was quite displeased about me as I did not give them instructions on how to do the photoframe.But it was really difficult,they were not willing to listen to me.In the first place,the first event I had planned was ice breaking games.However,end up without knowing them,we have to teach them a craft.I did not even know that the crafts would be displayed or sold until Aunty Mable told me.I knew I have to do something.I tried to teach them.Some of my classmates tried to help.I feel so helpless when Aunty Mabel keep asking me is this what you call a photoframe when the children anyhow paste the macaroni onto the ice cream stick.I tried and teach a few,lucky for me they started to get interested in photo frame when they saw their friends doing.After they did,I tried to savage the beautiful pieces to make it look more like a photoframe.Everything was in a mess with macaroni and glitter all over the floor.Aunty Mabel was pleased with the pieces I have savaged.Some children were very helpful and helped with the mess.Time flies pass so fast.It was just a mere art and craft session but two hours had passed.
These are the end products of the art and craft session:


I initially plan to give them tea break,but there was no time,we ended up playing water BOMB.
Clarence came up with a game plan,the WAR,the children are suppose to throw water bombs at Cailing and Xinya to "earn"points.The war eventually became a real war,the children were so excited that they broke the styrofoam box used to hold the water bombs and threw it at us.They were so violent.I think alot of us were injured by their kicking and pushing.They played very rough.The WAR was a mistake.Some children who were playing badminton joined in the WAR and before you knew it,they were taking badminton rackets,attempting to hit us with it.It is like so dangerous.There was one guy who was our "protector",he had disabilities,but that did not stop him from protecting us.I was very touched.The rest were like discriminating our protector,throw his bag and even hit him.After which we went to the hall and miss Nancy,our saviour came.Although she is fierce,she is very effective,the children all listened to her.When she came, everything stopped.We went to the hall and see the dance.After which the rest went to play Lan,while Celine and I wait for miss Nancy to stamp the form.Without the forms,what they did would not be counted as CIP.After the admin stuff,we went home,Celine took taxi while I took bus 74.I learned alot from these CIP,organising is difficult.The things today did not go according to plan,I must learn to be more flexible.I was so tired,and tomorrow there is still choir.However,I am happy that tomorrow can see my baby!Yay!I really miss him alot.I want to see him and hug him.I hope that tomorrow will come soon.
*_jessmiex

2:32 PM
Sorry for not abling to update the blog yesterday due to computer lag.I can finally upload my blog.Yay!This is yesterday's blog.
Yesterday,I was so busy buying things for CIP.I bought biscuits,sweets for the children.I spend so much money on CIP and hopefully everything will go smoothly tomorrow.It was my first time organising and I am so afraid that things will go wrong.These are some of the items I have bought for the children:

sweet sweets!

the two BALLS


the one above are the biscuits the kind lady gave us.animal biscuits!(read below)
the one at the bottome are the biscuits I bought from the kind lady
Other biscuits that I bought.Of course there is alot more.These are just some of the biscuits (:
I was rather sad yesterday.Another day not abling to contact baby.I really missed him so much.He was so tired that he forgot to sms me or his mother and made us worried.He ended up playing Lan without telling us.I am really very worried about him.I dont want him to be like my brother keep playing Lan.I have already lost a brother due to Lan.I really dont want to lose him.I was so upset.My heart was deeply broken and scarred.I really dont know what to do but to remain silent.This was the first time I could feel the pain in my heart,the first time I cried my heart out.Sometimes I wonder,why cant guys understand what girls need,we need only love,to us nothing is important but to see you safe and sound.Our concern to them,became a restriction to them.Our care gave them no freedom,no guys really understand how girls really feel.The reason why we do all these is because we cared,not because we are possessive.Being a good girlfriend is really tough.I chatted with Sheena and we realise that we have a lot in common and we talked our hearts out. Sometimes is nice to know that you are not alone,know that there is someone out there just like you,at least someone bother listening to you.Guys often make empty promises,saying that they would be glad to listen to you and be your listening ear.However more often than not,they dont.This is a hard cold true fact.Once they are busy and tired,they wont even have the time to listen to your complains and this irritates them.What they can do is to say a phrase that I have heard alot of boyfriends said to their girlfriends and that is "You think too much."Perhaps girls are more sensivtive creatures then boys,that is why they could not sense certain things.However,this could be a blessing in disguise;ignorance.I heard my classmates talking one day and I felt it is quite true.Are guys not understanding or that girls are hard to understand?I feel that both applies.For girls,often when they say nevermind.its ok.However at the back of their mind,they really hope the guy would send them home.As usual,guys would just listen and just do what girls tell them to do.Advice to guys:sometimes what girls say may not be what they mean in their hearts.For guys,sometimes,they feel that girls are really hard to understand.They can be happy one day,and another day,sad.This is what we call mood swing.Every girls has mood swing is just the difference of the degree of the change.These are just some of my thoughts,no offence to anyone.
Today,I woke up at 8 plus,drank milo and went out to buy CIP stuff with baby's sis.We went to buy packet drinks,we kept walking here and there to see where is cheapest.My leg was so painful but I had no choice.As the drinks were heavy,we went back to baby's house again.We went out again purchasing other stuff like balloons for water bomb and etc...Our days was brighten by a very charitable lady.Upon knowing that we were going to the children home,she gave us lots of biscuits and what I mean by alot is alot.I only bought from her 200g of 3 different biscuits.Not only did she charge us only $3.00 instead of $3.30,she gave us tons of biscuits to give the children.She is so kind.She is a nice lady and even told us that the price of biscuits will rise tomorrow.She also helped us to seal the biscuits so that it would be fresh tomorrow.She is so cute,she gave animal biscuits,saying that there is the rabbit one,got the dog one.Haha.After everything was bought,at least most was bought,leaving the art craft stuff,we went back to baby's house.Baby's daddy bough some "you tiao" and the beancurd from a so called "King of You Tiao"shop.The food that he bought came to a price of $17.I cannot believe that simply just 10 you tiao and 4 beancurd could caused so much.The you tiao tasted normal but it costs $0.90 which is far more expensive then other shops.In other store 10 "you tiao" and 4 beancurds could have only cost at most $10.
These are the delicous peanut beancurd and you tiao:


After enjoying the beancurd and big "you tiao",me and baby's sis went out again to search for art and craft stuff.However we could not find so we decided to go Plaza Singapura,before going there,we watched television program for awhile and it was hilarious.It was something like "Just of laughs" where people do ridiculous things.There was one guy who called his doctor to see if he had bee allergy.He confirmed that he dont have.Guess what did he do next?He wore an underwear,asked a bee man to spread some honey on his underwear and tried to make a "Bee kini".It was so funny,even the camera man was afraid of the bees.I cannot believe how did they have the guts to do such a thing.Bee's stings can be dangerous but the guys were unafraid. Another scenario is even worse.A guy uses tape to tape up his "private parts".However,they censored the part as it could be seen.After which his friend stapled the word "JACKASS" ONTO his butt.I emphasis the word ONTO because the staplets went into his flesh.We could see that it is painful yet the guy did not stop his friend from doing it.
After we watched the programme,seeing that it is quite late we went to Plaza Singapura,when we saw a big Carrerfour sale near the Mrt station.They are selling things at a low price of $1 for basic household things such as cups plates and etc.What attracted me and baby's sis was that books were only sold for $5,the books are those like Chicken Soup,Meg Cabot,Jacqueline Wilson.Baby's sis was so happy to see that her favourite author's book was on sale and she bought two of those,The Double Act and The Suitcase Kid by Jacqueline Wilson.


The BIG sale
After which we went in to Plaza Singapura to look for the beads and stuff for the art and craft.We walked to Spotlight and Daiso to compare the prices.The beads are like so expensive.I had to buy for 15 children,our budget was tight.However end up we bought five bottles of beads from Spotlight,the colours were so nice.I want learn jewellery making!Haha.That is if i had the time.


After bought the stuff,I had to send baby's sis to the bus stop.We saw this car.The car looks like a cow.MOO~Haha.It actually make me think of the moo ice cream.

The MOO~ car.(:
I sent her home and went back home,limping because of my injured leg.While I was waiting for bus 139 with baby's sis,I think I saw Cherlene and her boyfriend.She look the same as she was in Primary School,beautiful as usual.She was one of the most sought after girls in the past.Oh yah,I have forgotten something.While baby's sis and I were looking for beads,we saw two "girls",the reason why I bracketed the girls is because they are actually guys who went through operation to become girls.It was so damn obvious.One of them actally talked to me.OMG!Haha.It was so hilarious.I was thinking of what beads to buy when suddenly baby's sis signaled to me.I told her to not care about them.That is when the one of the "girl"talked to me,she said,"Ask her to be discreet"I think the she that she meant was baby's sis,because baby's sis make it damn obvious,she pretend to vomit when she saw them.Haha.I didnt even know the "girl"was talking to me.After which the "girl"told her friend that "I love to whisper to you."It is like oh my goodness.Just imagine both of them were guys and saying to each other all these.Haha.Actually,I dont really care about lesbians,gays,homosexual or people who change their gender.It does not really matter to me,as long they dont disturb me,I dont disturb them.After everything,I went home,watched Scooby Doo and now here using the computer to type the blog of the day.Baby's computer had virus that made his computer hang while he was typing his oral presentation script.I really hope he can finish it soon.It is so irritating when computer hang,is like everything that you have done came to a nought.However,think again,we also cannot live without computer.So we have no choice.Now its late,going to sleep soon.I wish that my baby would finish his work and sleep early.Tomorrow would be the CIP day,hope everything goes smoothly,wish me all the best.I love HIM.<3
*_jessmiex

3:55 PM
Yesterday,I went out shopping with Fel.I met her at hougang mrt staion and we went to Suntec City to find her dumbie.After we got there,I ordered some Kopi-C ... one.Fel helped me order so I dont really know what is the drink called.Haha.
Then we walked around window shopping while waiting for Fel's godmother to finish her shift.After which we went to Bugis to help her god mother find shoes,but she cannot find an ideal one at Seiyu.So we went Everlast to buy Fel's shoe.She finally bought the shoe she wanted,she chose the green one while I choose the white one.Haha.While Fel's god mother was looking for her shoes,Fel saw her friend,Rebecca,with her boyfriend. We went basement after that and ate Beard Papa's cream puff.It was so nice cold and delicious.Yummy!
We went to OG afterwards.It was at OG that she found something that she like.However,it was a choice of comfort or beauty.She decided to choose comfort.However,as a smart shopper,she decided to search more before deciding on which one to buy.We decided to leave Bugis and went to Wisma Atria,it was then when Fel's godmother decided to go home.
Both of us went Wisma and had a sumptous meal of nasi bryani and teh tarik.We were so afraid that our things would get stolen away because we just left it there.Luckily,nothing happen.This shows that Singaporeans are good people.Haha.At least I think most of them is.Then we went Forever 21 and again I cannot find any clothes that suit me.We went to another shop called Cotton on.The clothes there are rather comfy.I really need to lose weight before buying any clothes.We walked and talked at the same time,wanted to find a place to sit and talk but Fel cannot go home too late.Therefore, we walked to Somerset Mrt station and Fel went home from there.
My leg got alot of blisters from all the walking and I decided to sit in the mrt station for awhile.I went Toa Payoh after that,sat at the seats ,emo-ing and listening to the radio.I keep calling Baby but got no answer.Finally,he answered his phone and so I went to his house, only to find out the door not open.Therefore,I decided to wait for him at the bus stop.I met him and we went home together.It was a nice long day.(:
*_jessmiex
4:36 PM
I have decided to create a new blog again.But now instead of the normal style of how I usually type.I shall change to typing in standard english so as to improve my language.Therefore no shortcut here and there anymore.I hope so.
I started the day with project work oral presentation.When the moment came,I was so nervous.My heart was thumping so fast,the worst thing is that our presentation could not be opened due to some toshiba program.However, lucky for us,the examiner asisted us and we heaved a sigh of relief upon seeing the familiar slides of our presentation.The presentation was scary and I screwed it all up.I felt sad about my performance.Being nervous had always been my weakness.Whenever I am nervous,I just cant seem to do anything right at all.This project work oral presentation is really an eye opening experience.I saw people who could just talk non stop without even having a script at all.Deep down, I admire them.Why cant I do the same thing as them?Sometimes, I hate myself for not having the courage to speak out.I seriously need to change.However, changing can be tough.I will just have to find a way.
The examiners were rather fascinated by the post-it art that we had made.We were so lucky to have only two internal examiners to assess our project,hopefully they will not be too harsh on us.Actually everyone's presentation is about the same,the same usual presentation of powerpoint slides, model and skits.What really determines the result is how eloquent a person speaks.I seriously need more confidence in myself.After the presentation,we did not know what to do with the model.Hence,we ended up crushing the "Stick-up!"challenge model,it was such a pity.As we know that miss yao like the post-it dress,we decided to give it to her,while for the post-it art ,I brought it home.Perhaps we can use it to decorate 2T12's classroom,I sincerely hope that everyone can get promoted.I want to be in T12 again.I dont want to merge class.Even though there are different cliques in class but having been in the same class together for one year,I really hope to see them again.
I am so bored right now.Nothing to do at all.Just surfing online.I guess nothing much will be happening the rest of the day.
Here are some pictures that i have taken for our project.(:

This is the post-it dress fashioned out of post-it notes.

We proudly present to you our flame.(:
*_jessmiex

4:34 PM
Lets us back track to a few days ago which is my brother's birthday eve.We decided to celebrate on the 27 Oct(his birthday on 28 Oct) as my parents were not free the next day and so we went Swensens as usual,ordering the usual half chicken for us and omelettes for my parents since they are both vegetarian.Before that,I was at baby's house and by the time I reached the airport, it was relatively early and so I smsed my mum to ask them to rush to the airport,when she replied to me:"ok I taking A380,you wait at the belt, Swensen."Haha.I guess working in airport for too long does cause damage to the brain.Just kidding.
I walked around,waiting for them and when I went down to look at the queue outside Swensen,I was shocked.It was so loooooooong.I could have queued earlier.but I didnt expect it to be that looong.Quite a few people gave up the queue.However we waited as going to Swensen for birthday dinner is our tradition.My mother knew the manager quite well and so the manager gave us a free ice cream, even though by right she can only give us if the birthday is on the day itself.
We decided to try out the new chocolate fondue on their menu.My mum did not know how to pronounce the word "fondue" and so she just said fon-due.The waiter actually corrected my mum and said that it was fon-dueeeeeeeeee.Haha.My mum told us that next time if she have a chance she will tell the manager that her staff has good pronounciation.It was my first time eating chocolate fondue.It was so delicious.The chocolate is thick and sweet.There are also strawberries,cherries,bananas,marshmallows and some puff stuffed with something sweet for us to dip into the delicious chocolate fondue.There are a few ice creams at the side as well and my brother actually dipped the whole ice cream into the fondue.Haha.We ate till we could eat no more.It was such a nice day.
These are the photos I took:

Finally a decent picture of the birthday boy.Haha.Yeah thats the way man. =D
*_jessmiex

3:30 PM