I have been so tired these days.
Very sorry for not updating.
Somehow,suddenly,I feel no point in updating when no one reads my blog.
Anyway,I finally graduated!!!!
Despite feeling lonely & sad throughout JC life,I still cried.
I just cant help feeling sad.
I dont like the feeling of hearing the word LAST.
Is like whenever people say the word LAST,I will cry.
I hate saying goodbye. =(
These are the photos taken during graduation days.
Good bye 2T12!
I will miss all the days~
After the graduation day,all of us went to class lunch at Taka Seoul Garden!
LOL.I feel so noob.
I have never gone to eat at Seoul Garden & I completely dont know what to expect.
When I saw the meat,I thought it was already cooked.LUCKILY I didnt try to eat it.
The food variety wasnt as much as the Sakura International Buffet.
It was super cheap for a buffet as we were students.
After eating,I left earlier because I was too full & had to walked around before going home.
Went Fareast & for once,I didnt have the mood to shop.
Oh ya,I got my class photo as well.
Decide to compare contrast between Sec Four & JC2.
I realise that I always look better at year when I was going to leave the school.
Upon seeing the two photos,I realised I have changed.
Firstly,very obvious....
I BECAME FATTER & it MUCH MUCH MUCH FATTER!
lol.Cant help it I gained twenty kg within a few months.=(
& secondly,somehow my features became much feminised.
Perhaps,because being in T12,in which all the girls are all feminised & girly,my features start to change as well.
Today,went studying with Baby!
@ Starbucks United Square.
Guess who I saw???
There was this guy once in my IG when I went JC.
These few days he had been going school relatively early & sleep behind the seat beside me.
At first,he went to collect keys.
But soon I realise he simply just sleep there until I went to collect the key then he leaves.
So weird.LOL.
Today I saw him & his friends.Also,studying at Starbucks.
Apparently,he must have told his friends something because they keep looking at me!
LOL.
At first they were sitting far from me & Baby,suddenly they shift until super near us.
Tomorrow will see that guy in school again because he took H2 Econs as well & there is mock paper tomorrow.
I feel so noob.
I today then know HuiYi took H3 Econs & Tracy got 2nd for Econ!!!!
OMG!
They so smart!!!!!
I feel so stupid.
Baby was sort of unhappy because I felt so disheartened.
I keep saying that I am stupid.
Everyone is progressing except me. =(
Anyway,today dont know why.When I was taking MRT,both times,the cabin I was in had alot of CHINA PPL!
& I saw frog again!
Super scared.
I hate FROGS LIZARDS & anything that FLYS!
I watched Big Stan today!
I dont think it should be rated as M18.
There is not much vulgarities,violence & sexual content at all.
& the guy who acted in Big Stan was actually the Director of the whole show!
The show was actually not bad,super funny as well.
Baby & I going to watch a movie once every week.
It's our only source of relaxation.(:
Yesterday saw Fel & her family at Buangkok!
LOL.At first I see a girl's backview,thinking how come the backview like Fel's.
Then after that nearer realised it's her.
Because I was standing I completely didnt saw her family at first.
Fel,very sorry!
I was quite surprised seeing her there.
Shall go rest now,feeling very tired & sick.Take care everyone!!!!!<3
HAPPY CHILDREN DAY!!!
HAPPY HARI RAYA!!!
Yesterday I was soooo tired in school that I slept practically whenever I can.
I have been having serious lack of sleep.
School was as usual yesterday.
I had a very hard time trying to not fall asleep during lesson.
After school,I decided not to study as I was too tired & I ended up going to vivo city.
Walked and walked & went to Daiso.
Bought more stuff for Bento!
I am trying to slowly buy all the stuff before I really do a Bento.
Here are the stuff I bought.

Heart shaped & star shaped egg mould.<3

Rice mould of a bear & two boys.

& lastly a mould to make ball shaped rice ball!

I didnt have much money these days so thats all I bought.
Went library to borrow books on Bento.
One of which is Face Food.
The other two is in chinese.
I am kinda tired of online shopping now.
I feel so sad when I see clothes which I love but I cant wear. =(
I suddenly just feel like working out like crazy to lose all the weight & to heck care A level.
But I know this is like damn stupid.
A few more weeks to A level.
I feel so not motivated.
I am especially tired of people who did so well for Prelims & are not contented.
I am super fed up.
I get like 3U ,1D & 1S.
& there are people who did far better than me complaining.
Can you understand how irritating it is?
Now its like all the anger within me.
I think those who have gone through such things should understand how I feel.
Because of all these,I dont feel like talking anymore.
I don't even feel like doing anything anymore.
I feel like just giving up everything.
Everyone is busy studying.
& I am doing nothing.
my head hurt like crazy.
This happened to me during O level too.
But that time,at least Fel studied with me.
Baby so busy with his own stuff too.
I just have to depend on myself.
I shall try to do something about it.
Next week last week of school.
I have to clarify everything before school ends.
I feel like having a body massage.
I feel so stressed out.
Sorry for all these rants.
I just cant help it.
There is no one I can talk to.
& my blog is the only outlet I can vent on.
Sorry everyone.
Take care.(: