my life, my love

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Yesterday went studying with Fel,Glenn & Rebecca after school @ ..................

CHANGI AIRPORT!!!

haha.Its my favourite place to study.=P

But this time we studied at the Macdonalds(Terminal Three).

But the place was hot despite having air conditioner.

We switched to Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf after that.

Some of the drinks there are cheaper than Starbucks.But comes to atmosphere wise,I still prefer Starbucks. (:

Went home,feeling very tired and down.

But when Baby talked to me.

I felt much better.(:

BABY WAS SELECTED FOR TRIALS AS A DIVER FOR NS!!

I am so proud of Baby.<3

Only those super fit then can try for diver and Commando.

Zlin was selected for Commando & Baby for Diver!!

Baby worked very hard to become so fit.

So cool!He going to the trial on 11 August.I shall accompany him there.(:

Today ended lesson very early at 1pm.

Rushed home,ate and now using computer for awhile before I bath and go to SP!

SP(Singapore Polytechnic).

Going there to find Fel & Glenn!

LOL.The last time I went there was for Robotics.

Feel kinda excited now.

But tired at the same time.

Today's Maths test was rather ok.But I have no idea how much marks will I get for it.

I didnt even studied for it.

I studied it last week.

& I manage to remember some of the things.

Miss Lee was unreasonable today.

Don't know what is wrong with her.

She suddenly got attitude.

Clarence lost his Math CA question paper & asked for another piece.

She was not happy with it & keep saying that Clarence no responsibility and blah blah.

I have no idea whats wrong with her LA(intended).

ITS JUST A PIECE OF PAPER!

Why cant she just photocopy another piece for Clarence or something?!

She still say my class have very bad attitude.

She seriously cant teach.But sometimes I really have no choice so go consult her.I have no Maths tuition so she is my ONLY hope.LOL.

Cai Ling and John defence Clarence.

End up Cai Ling and Clarence were asked to go out of class as she wanted to talk to them.

I seriously dont know what is her problem.

Oh well,once a teacher have a bad impression of the class.

Its hard to change.

By the way,there is a spree at http://mightyfashion.blogspot.com/ !!

Its their second spree.

I know the lady and she is very reliable.

I met her before & she is very friendly.

So go to the site & see if you have anything you like!!
By the way,I am not paid to do this. (:

Here are some of the clothes you can find there:

There are many beautiful dresses and tops in the site.

But some I cannot wear because I too fat.=(

But I still want to share with you all because I believe good things should be shared!!

Apart from boyfriend and husband.LOL. =P

Shall start preparing what to bring to SP now.Take care everyone!!Ciao!<3

2:22 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

I RECEIVED MY TAGGER BAG!!!

LOL.Not the tagger bag itself but a letter to go take it from the Mediacorp Main Reception @ Caldecott Broadcast Centre.

I didnt know about certain rules about winning.

Stated in the letter:
Winners and members of the household must not participate in another contest held by the station in 30days following the date of winning.
Total times of wins from rhe station must not exceed three times in a year following the first win.

LOL.

Shall collect it on Friday if possible as collection on weekends are not allowed.

Anyway tomorrow is THINK CAREER DAY!!
I cant wait for tomorrow.
I wonder what will be said about each career.
I was happy about it as most things I chose is those I wanted.

1)Banking & Finance
2)Accountancy
3)Broadcast & Journalism(only this not according to my plan but there wasnt much for me in that time slot)
4)NUS FASS
5)SMU Business

However,some of my classmates didnt get what they wanted.
so we decided to collect all the information & share it.(:

I thought tomorrow due to the Career day will end earlier,but end up the same.

Going to study with Fel and her friends plus her hubbs @ airport tomorrow.
Have not decided which part of airport we going to study.

I just woke up not long ago.
Planned to sleep for just one hour.
Ended up so tired that I didnt hear my alarm clock & slept for 3hrs instead.

Everyday not enough sleep,causing me to feel so tired.

Shall sleep early today & study hard tomorrow.(:

Played Volleyball for pe & took height and weight,in which both is expected,I knew how heavy and short I was.
It was my first time playing volleyball these two years.
Two years never play,a lil rusty already.
I miss playing competitive volleyball.

Maybe our class should organise beach volley in Sentosa,it will be super fun!

I miss volleyball.
I miss my volleyball team mates.
Miss them loads.
I WANT PLAY VOLLEY!!

Shall play after a's.
LOL.I have so much to do after a's.

THINGS TO DO AFTER A's
1)Spend time with Baby before he enrolled to army
2)Work
3)Pack room,going to change room with my bro.Hopefully my room can have a make over.
4)Set up blogshop
5)Get car license
6)Sign up dance courses & try to lose weight

Wonder why I have so time for all this?
Cause I will be working for two years.Going to wait for Baby to come out of army before we go university together.

Purpose of working:
- earn money for university
- earn money for clothes(university no uniform already)
- earn money so that Baby and I can faster get a condo first.
- earn money to treat Baby meals and movies.(cause he will be in army,very "xinku" so must pamper him!<3)

Work options
So far got 4
1)King power(sell choc one)
2)Starbucks
3)Wang Jiao(Fel's intro)
4)Use A level cert and work in a bank

If anyone got any recommendation can just tag me!(:

Shall start preparing for school tomorrow.

Look forward to tomorrow.

& as usual

I MISS BABY soooooooooooooo MUCH!!
LOVE HIM!

& Fel dreamt about me and Baby.
Haha.She damn joke.Miss me too much already until keep dreaming about me.

Recently was about me having a cute baby.
& now Baby and me.Baby drving a ferrari & me refusing to go for car license.

Maybe Fel have a vision.LOL.
Psychic power.Haha.
A look into the future.

No one knows.
I think it will be very scary if things happen exactly in her dreams.
LOL so spooky.

That makes me think of the movie X-Files.
But if her dream come true,I am very happy.Because I will have a cute baby!!& me and ck will be rich cause he owned a Ferrari in her dream.LOL.

Got to go prepare my stuff.
I feel so tired!
Take care everyone!!
Ciao!~Good nights!!& sleep early <3>

9:29 PM

9:25 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008

Just came back from Fel's house.
Decided to blog before I go to sleep.

Firstly,about today.
Usual lessons.
Clarence have a new hair cut!
LOL.My classmates some say he look like Astroboy some say he look like Baby Milo.

Today had class photo taking. (:

After school met Fel and Glenn @ Wisma.
Went to collect her phone & went to Lido to buy birthday present for her sister.
Her sister still look the same.
& she remembered me after so long.
I guess I am super easy to recognise.
Because I am fat.

Talking about this,my sense of inferiority is really getting into me.
I am really getting more & more depressed nowadays.
Everything seemed to make me sad.

The only time I smiled is probably in class when my class say some funny stuff.
& when I am with my secondary school friends,Fel Tracy & HuiYi.

Pretending to smile is very tedious.
I get so upset about certain things.
That I decide to just keep it inside me.
I pretend I dont care.
But actually I do.

I feel very sorry that I isolated myself from the class.
If there is another class outing & if I am available,I shall go.

I think I sort of misunderstood my class.
Once after maths lecture,they were saying something bad about someone.
& suddenly some one said that the person that they were talking about is just in front.
They said it very loud.& because I was standing behind them,I thought they said it loud for me to hear.In the sense,like irony.
& I thought that the person they were talking about is me.
Although,I don't know what is the truth.
Therefore,I keep thinking that my class hate me.

Alot of gestures make me feel as if I am "unwanted"by the class.
For instance,no one asked whether what am I going to wear for Racial Harmony.
I always think myself as a pest to them.
I isolate myself because I feel inferior.
My class girls are so pretty,capable and smart.
& I am just a fat ugly stupid pig.
I am good at nothing at all.

I tried hard to study.However,it does not reflect upon my results.

Don't think I will be going Prom Night this year.
I dont have the figure to wear nice prom dresses.
& my classmates are all so beautiful.
Me standing beside them just make a picturesque ugly.

Shall change topic,before I start crying and self reproached.

Did a literature comparison today.
Played Stacko with Fel Glenn Lester & his youngest sister.
Really missed those times.
I need to reclaim the past memories & make it happen again.

Make it MINE.

lol.I trying to put some literary effect from Atwood's Handmaid's Tale into my post,trying to create some sort of atmosphere,but failed apparently.

Remember the phrase"I called it mine."LOL.

Shall go sleep now.
Good night everyone!!Ciao!<3

11:40 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

This is going to be an emo and personal post.
Don't say I didnt warn you.
If you are going to say anything bad about me,kindly dont read this.

Today,I met Baby,I was feeling very happy that I met him.
But I screwed it all up.

I reflected on my relationship with him.
The only time both of us can really enjoy each other's company was after O level.

When we were just together,not soon after that,was O level.
O level was over & we had one or two months to spend time together before he go to JC & I go to work during first three months.

Because at that time,I was so busy and tired of work,
even though he was busy with JC,I did not realise the loneliness I could have felt if I was not busy with work.

After first three months,I went into JC,giving up my plan to poly as I needed more time to consider my career path.
Didnt want to settle too fast on Tourism,I was afraid I will regret.
Went JC, prelims,promos were the major exam in JC1.Trying hard to adapt to the different lifestyle.
JC2 was tedious.Relationship with classmates wasnt good.
& now near prelims and A level.
We hardly have anytime together that I kinda feel neglected by him sometimes.

& the way I phrase it sometimes seemed to be too hard on him.
The last time I received a gift from him was on my 16th bday.
& I am now 18.
Valentine Day,when alot of girls would receive roses and gifts from guys.
I received nothing.
Anniversary came & similarly nothing.

I really miss those times after O level.
Thats the time when I start to really love him.
& now I feel as if it is a one-sided love.
I am trying so hard to maintain the relationship.
Buying stuff for him.
Buying present for his bday.
Wanted to make anniversary present for him this yr.
But now I am just too tired.

I feel very bad now.
I made him feel sad with my words.
I really love him.I really do.
But I cannot feel the love from him.
He dont express. & I cant feel it from him.
I just want him to treat me better when we meet even though is just one day per week.
& for him to be more sensitive to my feelings.

Is it too much to ask?
Feeling down now.
No friends in class.Relationship rather stagnant.
Don't know why things has become like this for me.
I didnt do anything bad to deserve this.

Think after a night's sleep I will feel better.
Getting more & more emo these days.

Because of my words,Baby keep feeling that he did not bring happiness to me.
I don't blame him for all these.
I understand that he is his family's hope.
& he need to study hard for A level.

I find it difficult to just concentrate on A level.
He is everything to me.
I live for LOVE.
I know I sound like some weak girl who depends on guys alot.
But I cannot help it.
I really love him alot.

Sometimes,I dont understand how guys can seem to just concentrate on studies & not care about love.
It is as if love is just secondary.
Girls are much more sensitive and emotional.
I really don't know what to do.
I shall just try and coop everything inside me and explode someday.
Don't want to hurt him anymore.

Ok lets change a topic.Watched X-Files:I believe.
Just going to say that the disturbing scene is rather disturbing.LOL.
Shall not say much.Not a movie recommended to those who hate the sight of blood though.
This is only a warning.
Just watch it & you will know what I mean.(:

I am really looking forward to meet Baby next week.
Shall not make him sad again.
I really love him so much.
He is just too cute.<3

The more I am with him,the more I love him.
Hmm.seemed contrary to most relationships.

I shall focus on my studies now.

Need to iron clothes.Make my shoes.Pack my bag before I sleep.
& guess what?Now is 11 plus pm.Another day with inadequate sleep.
Oh well,thats how JC life is.

Anyway,take care everyone!Ciao!~Have a good night sleep.<3
Sorry about the emo blog.I just have to have an outlet,before I really go crazy.
Thanks so much.
I really appreciate you all for everything.
Love ya all loads!<3

10:37 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Yesterday night my mood was really very bad.

Thanks Fel for being my listening ear.(:

Yesterday instead of doing the 4 assignments.

I did four housework.

I was kinda fed up with doing housework.

Everyday I must wash dishes,iron own clothes & ....

By the time I want to study,its already like 9 plus 10 plus.

I was so stressed out yesterday.

Felt much better after crying.(:

Negotiated with my mum about the catering & she said that she will wash the dishes.
At least I just have to iron my clothes. (:

Yiqi is back again!!

As in the happier Yiqi.LOL.

Went Starbucks & studied today.

Not really studied but did some Maths.

I realise that I must redo a tutorial before I continue doing those I never do.

I just cannot remember the formula.

I need alot of practise.My brain just cannot seemed to store much stuff.

Baby & I were so stressed out that our weekly meeting became our only source of stress relief.

After one tiresome week,finally can meet Baby tomorrow!

I am so happy!Love him sooooooooooooooooooo much!<3

Ok back to today.

While I was studying,I heard a snore wondering where did it came from.

A guy was snoring loudly in his sleep at Starbucks & I could recognise the guy.

The guy and a lady is always at Starbucks relaxing sitting drinking coffee.

I always see them there.

I wanted to post a photo of him that I took.

But I figured that it would be very bad to do so.

Another incident @ StarBucks:

A fellow CJC-ian girl happily talk about a guy which apparently is from my class.

The guy is none other then John.

Apparently,she doesn't know that John is from my class and she didnt know I was from CJC.

I don't know why when I heard her talking about "the guy"who is John,I feel very angry.

She was talking about Racial Harmony Day,about a guy who was topless and wore shorts below a cloth and said that the guy was caught for nipple piercing.& said it was damn stupid.

I have no idea who is the girl & I cannot recognise her face.

But I know she have an irritating voice.

Even though,some of my classmates do not like me,but I don't hate them.

If fact,sometimes I feel sad that I cannot seem to mingle with them.

So I gave up and decide to be a loner.

Clarence,Xin Ru they all are actually very fun to hang out with.

Sometimes,its so funny just to hear their conversation.

Anyway,Starbucks have come up with a new drink which is called Pomegranate Peach Frappucino which is some sort of blended juice drink.
I personally have not tried it yet.
If anyone tried it,can just tag me!(:

Here is the only photo I took with my class during Racial Harmony Day.

Its super easy to spot me.LOL.Because there are only six girls wearing school uniform.

& I am the one which is far away from the five.LOL.

Baby just called me & we decided not to go to the gym afterall because Baby need plenty of rest.

I am so happy now!!The thought of meeting him tomorrow make me have adrenaline rush.

Shall rest early today & wake up early to meet him!

Take care everyone!!loves<3

8:49 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008

FINALLY its FRIDAY.

MY favourite day of the week.
LOL.

Today's lesson was rather alright.
I have gotten my A level cert for Project Work and Chinese.
Hopefully my A level will be full of A's and B's!!
Thats what I hope for.
But I need to seriously put in more effort.

Bought a book titled"How to Write an Essay".& it cost me $30.50.
When I was reading the book,I feel kinda idiot.Hahaha.
Because everyone is studying the content and I am learning a skill.
I have read finish the skill part,leaving only the sample essays unread.

I have tons of work to do this weekend.
1)Recopy maths notes
2)Recopy edgar allan poe's notes
3)Sampling Distribution tutorial
4)Hypothesis Testing tutorial
5)Mrs Sng's assignment.Mine happen to be on troubling ending & I have no idea what to write about that.(Literature)
6)Maths FA(left one question)
7)Study for Econ test(on Market Failure)
8)Study for Maths CA

So many stuff to do and so little time.
I shall start with 1-4 today.
So that I can do 5-8 on Saturday and Sunday.

Hopefully I can finish everything.
Perhaps I could start doing some poem comparision.

Need to start studying.
One more months to PRELIMS.
ARGHH..

But I'm glad that...

I'm not alone.
LOL.

Going Starbucks and study again tomorrow.

& as expected my 2.4km run was a failure.
Had stitches halfway but at least I completed the whole run.

Looking back,my NAPFA improved tremendously.
LOL.
I used to jump 1.40m for standing board jump & now 1.58m.
Running used to be like 18 plus minutes and now best record 15 plus.
(I know my fitness is damn bad)

But whats weird is that my weight is the heaviest now.
When I was much lighter,my fitness wasnt that good.
Now I am heavier,my fitness become better.

LOL.Shall go rest and start going the above 4 assignment after I wake up.(:
Take care everyone!!Ciao!!~<3

3:40 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

FINALLY is Wednesday.

I believe most of us are counting down to the weekend.

I cant wait for the arrival of the weekends.

Going to meet Baby on Sunday & we are going to the newly opened SengKang Gym!

I wonder where is it.LOL.

This few days I am feeling so lazy and tired.

I need to do something about it.

Tomorrow is Racial Harmony Day celebration for my school.

I am thinking of wearing Indian Costume or Qipao.

But our class this year seemed indecisive about whether to wear the costumes or not.

The Indian costume is in Baby's house so cannot wear and Qipao,I don't think it will be comfortable wearing that,plus I have no idea whether I can find it or not.

Sometimes,I am enthusiastic about something,but the class is not.

Actually I very much want to wear a racial costume for tomorrow,but everyone seemed unsure whether to wear anot.

I guess our class is just not bonded enough.

I am very tempted to open a blogshop after A level.

I know I have been talking about it.

Whenever I come online,I will browse through some blogshops looking at beautiful dresses,reminding me of my dream of opening a blogshop.

Anyway,today went for ear care.My piercing not as swollen and painful anymore.

One last ear care and my piercing will be healed.

A few people in my class have tattoos.

I wonder if it is painful.

Apparently,it is.

But is it super painful?

In the past,when I was at Baby's house,his mum would sometimes watch Miami Ink.

Some of the tattoos are so beautiful.

Isn't the Hello Kitty one so cute?I didnt know Hello Kitty could be one of people's choice for tattoo.Amazingly,this was not the only one I found which has a Hello Kitty on it.

I should go rest for awhile now.

So TIRED.I haven't got my TAGGER Bag yet.

My brother say wait for about a week or so.

If we don't receive the call,going to complain to MUTTONS.

For your information,MUTTONS is a nick name for two DJs,not literally muttons.

Got to go now!!Ciao!!~

If anyone know any supplier for clothes/dresses or any products can tag or email me.

Take care!!<3

6:36 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Have you ever felt agitated over something??

I guess everyone will feel agitated once.
I have no idea why I was so angry over a MATHS test that became a HOMEWORK.
I studied so much for maths and slept at one plus yesterday.

ARGHHHH.Can you imagine that?

I sacrificed my sleep.I could have slept at 10.= (
I was so frustrated that I kept silence throughout maths tutorial until the end I decide to ask her something with regards to a maths question.

I am kind of fed up with Maths.She keeps giving homework.She say that one should balance time well to manage all the subjects.
But if she give so much Maths.HOW TO DO OTHER SUBJECTS!

I am seriously going insane.

Why am I blogging instead of doing work?
Because I am so stressed out.

Blogging is my form of stress relief.=)

Today did Poem Comparision and GP essay in school.
I was so exhausted,I have no idea whether whatever I wrote made any sense.

If I am not busy with Prelims and A level,perhaps I will hold a competition on my blog or something.
To let my dear readers win some prizes!(=

I don't want my blog to be just a boring account of personal events.
I want it to be engaging.Not a one sided blog.

Tomorrow,there is Economics test.
Hopefully,this does NOT become a HOMEWORK.
If not I am going to kill someone!!
Just Kidding!!(=

I really hope to get some feedbacks regarding my blog.Feel free to email me:secretcouncellor@hotmail.com

Thanks everyone!!Take care!!(=
Love ya!!<3

5:56 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008

I was taking a short nap in class when I heard Clarence's scream.

"AHHHHH!!~"

A lizard actually landed on his sleeve & he didnt notice it until he was came into the class.

He decide to kill the lizard with a broom and the dust pan.
It was damn hilarious looking at him,trying to kill the lizard.

It took lots of hits before the lizard finally died,with the whole body brutally dismantled.

Whats funny is that he cried after hitting the lizard.LOL.We didn't notice he was crying until YunXing said.Clarence!Why are you crying!

LOL.I think that is what it meant by tears of joy.

It is amusing why the lizard got onto his sleeve & how it manage to get onto his sleeve.
LOL.
I know alot of people have gone through such incidents.But I have never heard of lizard on someone's sleeve.LOL.

I just realised I used alot of LOL's.Sorry about that.(:

School today is tiring.I slept relatively early but I am still so tired.

& my thigh still hurt from the standing board jump.

Luckily tomorrow is Bangrarobics.

& I don't think I can get Silver for Napfa on Friday. :(

Baby's back still recovering.Hope it will be fully recovered on Friday because he going to take his Napfa on that day.
& if he cannot achieve a Silver.He will have to go in army earlier.I sincerely hope he won't because I will miss him so much. :(

Going to take a short nap before doing work later.
There is maths FA tomorrow & I have not started studying for it yet.

Take care everyone!!!~Ciao!~<3

4:11 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Went to watch Dark Knight yesterday after studying with Baby @ Starbucks near United Square.

Teacher-parent meeting session was alright.

Some amendments to my results.I got a U for Literature.

I cannot believe it.I have never gotten a U for Literature before.

It is a wake up call to me.

Got to start studying!

& now the DARK KNIGHT.

I am not going to say what the movie is about.

For the benefits of my readers who were affected by the HELLBOY movie spoiler that day.

Anyway,its the first time,a handicapped person stationed his automated bicycle beside my seat which is an empty slot especially for the handicapped.He sat on his bike throughout the movie.

His bike is damn cool.LOL.OK.lets return to the topic about THE DARK KNIGHT.

I didn't know that actually the movie was dedicated to Heath Ledger(the man who act as the JOKER) & Conway Wickliffe was killed in England last September when a four-wheel-drive he was in crashed into a tree during a stunt test-run for Batman: The Dark Knight.

Heath Ledger died of drug abuse.

[Ledger, 28, was found dead in January in his New York apartment. The medical examiner's office determined his death was the result of an accidental overdose of six prescription drugs, concluding the film star died of "acute intoxication" from a mix of two painkillers, two anti-anxiety medicines and two sleeping aids.
"The risk is, if you take more (prescription drugs) than you should in a single setting, you fall asleep and you don't breathe. Very often, it's a non-intended death," said physician James Mulligan, medical director of Seabrook House.]

taken from http://www.nj.com/news/index.ssf/2008/07/actor_heath_ledgers_death_shin.html

This is Heath Ledger without the make up.He look very different when he was a THE JOKER.

This is Conway Wickliffe.His wife, Dee, described him as "my soul mate, my life and a wonderful father with a loving soul". He had two children.

I realise in alot of reports regarding their deaths.Conway Wickliffe's death was not really elaborated and there was few photos of him online.

I think thats the difference between dying as a Technician and dying as an actor.
Its kinda sad that both of them had passed away at a young age.Ledger was only 28 years old & Wickliffe,41 years old.

I applaud to them all the effort they have put into the entertainment industry.
Thanks so much & may the god bless them.

& now lets change a topic.

My piercing is SWOLLEN.LOL.
But not pain unless I go touch it.

& I finally got my phone back yesterday!!!
Haha.RANDOM.
I am very pleased about Nokia sevice.
The navigation slider changed.
All problems solved.
It looked exactly like a new one.
Perhaps,because they made me wait for very long for my new phone.
They compensate with a very good service.(=

I LOVE MY PHONE!!
Haha.

My muscle still aching for Friday's Napfa.
Still must take Napfa just because must get Silver.
It was my first time getting a Bronze for Napfa(for JC).Last year I failed,I admit I am not very fit.
My PE teacher said that Bronze was ok.
I was so relieved about not taking Napfa during August.
But to my surprise,or perhaps shock,I had to retake to take a silver.
During the last Napfa,the only thing I did not get silver was shuttle run(which I got silver now) & standing board jump(which I got a bronze that time).
Because I thought a pass is enough,I did not try my best to get Silver.
& now I left standing board jump which is a 1.63m for a silver & the maximum I jumped was 1.58m.I tried like 15 times before I jumped a 1.58m.
& 2.4km,which Sharifa motivated me by accompanying me to run.

& now all efforts gone to waste.
Should have just tried to get silver.=(

Oh well,I shall do my best & see hows the results.

Shall go Hougang Mall now for my ear care,for the piercing.
& do some work & TRY study for the upcoming test if I have the time.

Take care everyone!!~Ciao!~
Going to be busy but I'll try update as often as I can.
Thanks so much!!(=

10:40 AM

Friday, July 18, 2008

Very sorry for not updating these days.

YiQi is trying best to study.

I think I lack of focus.

Miss Lee talked to me and she was quite angry that I committed some maths mistakes that I shouldn't.

But at that time,my mind wasn't clear.

I felt very sad and decide to reflect upon myself.

& today,I am a new person!

Not literally,but in the sense,I decide to reset my goal and way to study.

Regarding about the increasing spamming on my tagboard,I feel that you guys are just wasting your own time.

I cannot stop you all from reading my blog,or tagging bad comments about me.

But seriously,do you think this will affect me at all?

I have gone through much more stuff than this.

For those who would like to be my friends,I welcome you all with open arms.

Those who spammed my blog,I recommend you to study/work hard and stop wasting time in attempting to hurt people.

Some people may feel upset,hurt and even cry when they get spamming on their tagboards.

I admit I was one of those people in the past.

But I am now stronger.

One cannot succeed if one is easily affected by people.

My dad once told me that in this world,alot of people are jealous and want you to be depressed.

The higher you climb the ladder,the higher the tendency you will drop down.

I don't want to like scold you all or something for spamming on my tagboard.

It is just not my character.

Those who really know me,will know what kind of person am I.

What I mean really is REALLY know me.

My JC friends don't really know me.

Those that really know me are my close friends.

& I am glad to have them as my friends.(=

Anyway,I WON a TAGGER bag from 98.7Fm.

I was feeling sad yesterday because of Miss Lee's words and decided to try my luck on the radio.

& I really won it!!Yay!

I am damn happy about it.

I sent two smses just because the first format I sent was wrong.

Hopefully,I can get the bag this time.

The bag sounded damn cool.

You can personalise your bag.

You can visit the website http://www.taggerbags.com/ to know more about it.

There is a shop in Vivo city which sell tagger bags & it costs $150.
Tagger Singapore

1 Harbourfront Walk

#02-62 Vivocity

Singapore098585

T: +65 6376 8260

My favourite designs of the tagger bag:

http://www.taggerbags.com/shop/products.php?PRODUCT=Spinderella&bagbuilder=1&cat=flow&PRODUCT_SKU=5101-411022-BSLY

http://www.taggerbags.com/shop/products.php?PRODUCT=Miss_Behave&bagbuilder=1&cat=flow&PRODUCT_SKU=5101-605013-PIPR

Tomorrow is the meet-the-parents session.

Unlike primary and some secondary school,it is compulsory for parents to meet the teacher unless the parent really cannot make it.

I wonder what my teachers are going to say about me.

I am very sure is not something good.It can't be good.I did extremely terrible for my mid year.

& I have to start studying soon.

Tomorrow I am going to be so busy,rushing here and there.LOL.

But its going to be fun as I will be meeting Baby!!Perhaps we are going to watch a movie.& this time I am not going to reveal anything about the movie.I do heed good advice.(=

I love him so so so much.<3

Got to start studying girl!!Go Go GO!!!!!!

Take care everyone!!~Ciao!!~

Thanks so much to those who still support me despite those spamming.Love ya!<3

7:34 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

I don't know why but I feel extremely tired today.

Going through the lessons like a half-dead zombie.

Brother Paul(my principal) talked to us regarding our mid year results.

& apparently he is very unhappy about it.

There is actually 70% of the cohort who got U for H2 maths.

I seriously cannot believe it.

How are we going to get A's and B's within such a short period of time?

I seriously need to start thinking about what I can do to help myself.

I pierced my ears yesterday.(=

I pierced the same spot for like twice and this time is the third time.

Hopefully it doesn't close again.

We had Bangrarobics for PE.It is some sort of dance which is inspired by the Indian culture.

It was fun!

I am now officially a loner in class.My only friend went to another group.

I can't blame her.

I am too boring to hang out with in school.

Anyway,the main reason I go Junior College is just to study.

Having friends is just a bonus.

My whole class probably hate me and perhaps talked behind my back.

However,there are a few which are ok.

I can't wait to get out of this school.

But because of this,I learn to become strong.

Learn to become independent.

I went Hougang Mall after school.

Walked around thinking what to buy for the anniversary gift.

YES the anniversary gift.

I take super long to make a anniversary gift.

Tracy is almost finishing hers.

I shall set my priorities.

For now,studies is the most important.

Others can wait.

I need my A's and B's.At least all B's.

Two small birds flew into the class today when I was alone in class.They were so cute.

But they were too fast for me.

I wanted to go closer to take a photo but they flew away.

On my way home,saw one transexual and a guy.RANDOM.

I shall go bathe perhaps sleep for awhile before doing some work.

I suddenly remembered the show's name "Drake and Josh".

The one that I said the Princess Nuala reminds me of-the girl in the middle of Drake and Josh(the two guys).

The two photos above is actually Princess Nuala and Anna Walton(the lady who act as Princess Nuala).

Perhaps next time when Megan Parker grow up,she will look like Anna Walton.

Shall go rest now.Super tired.Take care everyone!!<3

6:04 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008

I am sincerely very sorry about being a spoiler about HELLBOY the movie.

I didn't know that it would cause such an overwhelming response.
I shall warn you all about it next time round.
But nonetheless,catch the movie!

About Princess Nuala dying is just a small part of the movie.What about the Golden Army and other stuff,is not revealed in my blog.
The movie is like almost two hours and the part I revealed is only 15minutes or less.

If you like it,go watch it!
I am only expressing my afterthoughts of the movie.
Different people have different experience while watching the movie.

& Please stop using words such as ASS in my tagboard.
I really appreciate it. (:

Ok lets get back to today.

Went school.Attend lessons.
As usual.

Finally made gifts for my choir juniors.
Hope they will love it.
Shall post photo of it once I get back my new phone.
It has been quite some time ever since I sent it for repair.
I hope nothing goes wrong.

Went to Hougang Mall to buy the wrapping papers and ribbons.
Jia Min helped me to wrap the present,& her skills is brilliant since she wrapped gifts in Takashimaya before.She even taught me how to wrap.But I am still a failure when it comes to tying a nice bow.

We walked her dog too.
Her dog is super duper cute.
But the weird thing is that it doesn't bark.
It is super active and strong too.

It was fun walking the dog.

We ate at her house.
Went home and tried to recopy the literature notes.
But as there was too many of the notes,I decide to leave it to tomorrow.

I am simply too tired today.
I shall sleep now!
Good night everyone!!~
Take care!<3

11:52 PM