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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

ARGHHHHH....................I am super duper fed up about Maths.
I tried to study for one whole day.
Could not remember a single thing.
Wanted to study just now.
Sat down and just stared at the paper.

I realise no point studying and decide to just give up.

I spend whole holiday studying literature.
A few days studying Economics.
And One day studying Maths.
I know I am to blame for very bad organising skills.
But this is driving me crazy.
Study also fail.No study also fail.

Don't care already.Just going to sleep now.
& heck care.
Don't feel like taking the paper.
No point taking it when I am unprepared.
I am super scared that I might get retain because I know my Mid year did very badly.However I cant possible turn back the time.Even if I turn back,everything will still be the same.

Maths got so much.How to study?Whats more it requires practise.
I feel like just killing myself or something.
I really I tried my best studying economics,chemistry & literature but my performance during the examination disappoint me.Is my choice of going to JC really a bad choice?I should stop thinking about it.Prelim is the next one.Got to be more prepared for that.

Let it be a lesson for me.End of the day:Must Start early.
Hope I wont get retain.

Just want to rant about it before I go crazy.
Very Sorry for this horrendous blog.
Good night!All the best to those who have already finish studying.Good Luck!

10:43 PM