my life, my love

Monday, June 23, 2008

I just now chat with Desmond.
& I was rather shocked by his reply
"Don't contact me anymore."

& so I asked him why.
So it was his girlfriend.
His girlfriend start to talk to me.
Trying to reason out with her.

Suddenly I realise something.
I am exactly like her in the past.
So afraid of losing Baby that I get so worried that he will find another girl or something.
I always thought that I am not worthy of him.
He is intelligent and handsome.I am the opposite:stupid and ugly.

I think every girl will have such worries when they get into a relationship.Especially if their boyfriends lied to them once,twice or even numerous times.You tend to not trust the person anymore.

For me,it is not that I don't trust him.But because I don't have confidence in myself.
I finally got over hurdle and learnt to understand him and try to compromise.

Every relationship has its ups and down.
Lucky for me,I found my true love.I can feel it that he is the one.

I am always afraid of guys.Even when I order food,if the person is guy especially near my age one,I don't dare to order.LOL.

But he is someone I feel so comfortable with.
It is just so amazing how things ended up.

Baby I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!
Anyway,I don't think he is going to see this.LOL.
Mid year had made him so busy.
I seriously cannot wait for Midyear to be over so that I can spend quality time with him.

It is getting super late and I am still awake blogging.So dead.I shall study at Starbucks in the morning.Shall sleep like...NOW.LOL.

Ciao!~take care.All the best to those who having their midyear.<3

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