WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!
This is a EMO POST
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I just realised I have not blogged for a few days.
It seemed like yesterday that I just blogged.
This few days I am either watching tv or surfing blogshops.
I have no mood to study at all.
I feel as if I am in a holiday.
I don't have the motivation to do work.
Everything just seemed meaningless to me.
Shouldn't have went to JC when I knew I wasn't a studious person.
I know its too late to regret.
But can't help to think of it.
Yesterday,I felt very down.
Can't seemed to find anyone to talk to.
Luckily I manage to found two.
Fel & Kuo How.
Thanks so much for listening to me.(:
I really appreciate it.
Today,surfing the blogshop for like four hours and I have not touched maths and econs,in fact I did not touch books these days.
I just felt lazy.
Yesterday,tried do maths question,I was stucked & I didnt bother to try & simply gave up.
I wonder whats happening to me.
Feeling gloomier these days.
Feel more & more inferior about my looks.
Felt as if no one cared.
I felt invisible.unnoticeable.
I watched CampRock yesterday.
Mitchie is going through what I am going through.
Just that I did not lie to people about my background.
I cried.It felt so heart to heart.
I wonder who in this world really understands me.
Need to start studying now.
I need to stop all my nonsense.
I need to gather back all my determination.
YIQI WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!!!!WAKE UP!!!!
My doppelganger is taking over me.
I need to suppress it.
I hope I can.
Take care everyone!very sorry for this emo post.Love you all<3
4:18 PM
